missyscars diary

2006-09-10T20:54:00.000-07:00

heyy ...backk here again ....hehx....hmmm ....miss my classmates soo muchhiie ....!! hahax.... whiie becuux ii love themm ...hehx...but ii love my darling more ....hmmm ....days we spent together is so fun ....i love BENSON a.k.a mickeyboii ...hehx....princess-EMo~ and MICKEIICUTIIE .....hmmm first day of school so much fun ...my form teacher *mrschen* she is back but i didnt manage to see her becux i was busy toking to mine friends ...hmmm every cigarate takes up every second ....so siian....hehex...come school the teachers smile at miie like what big fuck ...hahas....machiam hypocrite ehx ..?? ...hmmmm ...ii wanna sleep ...after running 2.4 than wanna die already ...haiisx....i FAILED the test ...what the fuck for NAFA test ...c.b....xp !! haiis ....today ii wont be home earlii sorrie mum and dad ..benson and ii will be out for hours ..will onlii be back ard 11.30 plus or even ltr....hahax...today is the day i get what ii want ....hmmm...ii love EMo~ ....saturday's concert was fun ..having levan form ronin and elsa my darling to sing together with miie ...ROCK IT DUDE ...hehx.....this concert is a charity show for the cancer patients who fought during the war for cancer ....too bad some manage to survive for 2 yrs 3 mnths....hmmm will some died ...the cancer cells spread in the body anytime and anywhere ....haiisx...sad for my second cousin in the thng family ..she died of cancer too ....stella , my sixth cousin from thng family is doing this project as a charity manner ....not for money ....she is an editor for lime mag.....she writes stiories about the cancer patients and even made books for this event ....hmmmm we sold alot of cd's and book's ....read the book ...feel sorrie for the ones who suffered their lifes in the hand of god ....GOD bless them becux they are woth the bless and glory plus the faith god has given them ...tak care patients ..you can do it.....hmmm tokin about levan ...he is askin me into his cd's for the next album ...YEAHX!! ...hahashx...happiiness fills the air ..whoot~!! .....aniiwae shall stop here ...* written in school *

** driftmybuttorff**
maiyuki a.k.a Death-EMo~ * princess

2006-09-05T23:38:00.000-07:00

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2006-09-05T23:25:00.001-07:00

hey guys ...talking about relationships....YUCKS!! thats subject sucks but suii gotta say it ..hmmm ..girls anwser miie " DO YOU GO INTO RELTIONSHIPS FOR SEX AND MONEY ? " hmm this you gotta say the truth kk ....becux mummy candy noes what ya thinking kk hmmm ..guyss anwser miie " DO YOU GO INTO RELAIONSHIP FOR SEX AND KISS AND SHIT ?? " ya gotta say the truth too becux mummy candy noes what ya thinking ...!! hmmm this isnt important but what most important is that you must hav sfety precutions ..haha..if not shoot in and kena HIV or whatever bullshit diseases that is transmitted during sexual intercourse hahas ...no dirty minds yea...hmmm yahx thats all with love hehex...really dun noe what to say but ya larhx girls and boys be serious with ya love engage kkx...tatas...write another story haha...muahhx...

2006-09-05T23:25:00.000-07:00

2006-09-05T01:59:00.000-07:00

EMo ~~~ heyy dun say any fucking thing about it okie ..standard , one and only mate ....she is mine okkie ...lesbian aprtner ..i mean yeah we aint real lesbian we've got boyfriends okie ..i mean she have but me no ..becux no one to lurve ..heh...JIAN TING you bitch ..days i got suspeneded also no msg from you ..what kinda sister are you heh ...anw we are long sister as in though we may argue but we are still good towards each others ..heh ....SISTER what , like i said ..but if ppl , you cant last as long as me , DUN GET JEALOUS ...heh ...nahx just kiddin' .... llolx...hmmm new friend all around ...all over singapore and japan...heh ...nth to boost about that i noe it was like duhx...heh...new boys surrounded heh . i am like so flirting ...but too bad i aint a flirt only one heart to my " boyfirends " hah...girl jealous aint ya...?? hah...hmmm nth much to write dun noe what to rite larhx .....kk byebye

2006-08-31T23:56:00.000-07:00

heyy today's entry is about life time story about me .....it is regarding about my life and everything and anyway it is a song written by elsa to me ... becux i told her about my life and it was miserable .....so in showing sympathy , she wrote it for me ...listen this i mean see the lyrics ..

Can you hear me crying out~
Can you hear me calling out , out lo~oud
Can you hear me screaming , out your name~heym
Falling down I'll pick you urp~~
When you are lost I'll find you out
Over and over and over and over again
Keep you close within my heart , and never let go~~o
Drifting through the seams of ti~me
Torn apa~rt
But I'll keep you safe~e
in~ these arms to~wunight
tardadumtardatadardumdar
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you

it is a nice melody i like the music meant to be rock and phunk ..becux elsa and ii are eye liner craze sister ...
thanks elsa for this day and this song love you lots ....smooches...

from candy a.k.a maiyuki
**driftmeaway** ---> my banner

2006-08-31T04:07:00.000-07:00

the same thing which happen on the forth day .....it all started like this ...i was chatting happily with neena , fareez's sister on friendster's testimonial and regarding the subject on who i like i told her to msg me and gave her my number . and i told her who i like yeah of cox becux i trust her alot ....so i said it is wan , whom i like ... she said i was in big trouble and then i was shock ...i was wondering whie and she told me the reason .... wan is attached to a girl from bedok ite ...i am totally stunn...i didnt noe what to do ...i am FUCKING shock .....i didnt noe what to do ...should i cut myself for him ..?? am ii being stupid ...?? do ii have to do this forever wheneva one guy is att and i have to cut myself ..?? but the fact is that i cant accept the fact okkie....whiie ish heaven torturing miie like this ..?? I FUCKING HATE YOU NOW ....its no use asking me home now ....no use giving me advice on how to solve problem ...NO NEED .. THNAKS FOR YOUR KINDNESS ...YOU FUCKING LIKE TO SHED CROCODILE TEARS ...FUCK OFF NOW ..!!!
All i wanna say is that i hate you all my life and will never forgive you neither will i forgive myself becux i have done so much for you and this is what i get in return ....it is useless of me to do this ...it is also a waste of my time ....i hate you AND i hat myself too ....do you think there is a need for your cousin to come beg me not to do anything stupid ..?? sorrie NO NEED of that ....pls allow me to say this ..YOU FUCKING FLIRT SAY WANNA GO SLOW BUT YOU GO FAST WITH OTHER GIRLS JUST BECUX OF YOUR COUSIN , THAT FUCKING REN AND WE CANT BE TOGETHER ...I HATE YOU YOU FARK OFF NOW I DUN WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN NOT ANYMORE ....

2006-08-31T00:56:00.000-07:00

hmmm..today is like the forth day of suspendsion ...hmmm siianx ....nothiing to do ....THURSDAY --->> WARNING !! it is the day for kakak ..heeheex....aniiwayy people out there dunch go hojme too late kkx or you will regret ...heeheex....i am tired after today's pree conference ...heyy i took photo with ronin's levan and elsa ....they are good guys and also SMOKERS ...hehehs....hmmm somthings is wrong levan could tell that i am smoker from my lips ....heyy he say my lips are purple .....hmmm let me try this on my friends whom they dun think they are smoker but i can tell by LOOKING AT THEIR LIPS ..hehehs....it was fun today enjoying ..at least it is different from other days ...hmmm it can be descirbed as a piggiie day ...whiie .?? becux after breakfast i sleep and sleep til 1 plus than wake up ...hehx....i know i can relax but i stuii have tuition which KILLS me ...so tiring though it is only one and half hour but yeah sometimes the clock may look and sound slow ..hehx....after that i wake up than will start the computer hmmm cassie me and you ..thats the song i have been listening for the past three days whiie ..?? becux it reminds me , this song we have been singing everytime we see each other ...heyy isnt this suppose to be a happy day arghx stop all crapps ..hmmm okkie everything is normal ....computer oh shit it will break down sometime ...hehx...but now nort so much becux everyday ii am at home ...hahahsx....levan , elsa , candy , marcos aND renee ..heyy best partner ehx ..?? hmmm ii am planning for the future that we will be big super stars ...heyy aint ii thinking too far ..?? hahahasx.....kinda uh ...?! i suffer today ... ARGHX !!! whie ..?? becux my wound's died blood is pilling off so pain okkie ...!! becux my hand is itchy hahashx... cant blame it is the hand nort me ..hehx....arghx!!! nahx ...oh FUCK no cigarate again gotta buy it on staurday ..hahashx....no hunki no talk hehx....no hunki no ton .....no hunki NO MOOD !!! so buy me faster ....hehx.....okkie gotta stop here ii am tired ....
* driftmybuttorf* ---> dun copy my words okkie copycats are FCUKER so better FUCK ORFF NOW

2006-08-30T04:57:00.000-07:00

heyy is there something that is stoppi me from doing things ..uhuh !! hmmm .. i aint getting any life back due to the stress i face for the past 168 hours with two hunks... hahahas...they are hunks but they are too BLEAHx~~!! kkekx...nort saying anything bad about them bceux they are caring kekkx...but seriously they will find you one kind or type of HUMANIC kkekx...anyway life are getting more and more tired ...nort enough sleep eve since june holiday ended ...been making lots of free mia shows on the list of police records ..hmmm getting tired of living hehehhx....aiyahx aku tadau larhx ....!! i am confused with some stupid things kk ...kekekx...life SUCKs ....it SUK TO THE CORE ....heyy isnt this suppose to be a life blog ...whiie am i writiing about what happen ...hmmm things aint getting right ever seens you dissappear in my life and it was filled with full of sorrow ...when will you be back to miie ..?? i am asking kk imsg you but you didnt even bother to repliie miie ii cor you and i understand that you dun have incoming cor free so i just hang up but ard least you could just repliie me or send a mshg to miie rite ..i have been getting so fucking worry fro you and bet you are haviing lots of fun out there rite ..?? i didnt noe what to do ...what can i do ..?? let my blood flow till i die and run out of blood till my parents find that it is too late to save me ...?? or what ..?? or just let me die like that ..?? god wont forgive me neither will he forgive you becux you made me this way and i just happily allow you to end my life like that ..?? aint you kinda cruel ...?? do you really nort gonna contact me ..?? do you really nort gonna see me anymore ..?? if it is this way than it is pointless for me to stay alive rite ..?? pls think after viewing my blog hope you could just think through ....thanks and take care .. to him
*driftmybuttoff* rmb the happy times we were together ..?!?!?!